Recently, things have changed in my life. These things that have happened are good things. Education has been steady and my future is secure. Work has been good and business has been booming! Church-life has been great and iChurch( http://www.ichurch.my ) is on a move forward. I finished 1/3 of my final Masters assignments and I start on an entirely different Masters course next week. The pressure has been building and this is all something to learn from, to develop, to become the best I can be. I was the car last night with Jessie( guess who she is ;) ) and something just happened. My mind work against me. I questioned my future and fear took it’s grip on me. It said: “You will never be able to provide for yourself, let alone her.” I began to believe that. 5 minutes, that’s all it took. Amazing! 5 minutes to pull me completely down.

I struggled, familiar feelings of passivity began to flow through my body.

Jessie saying: “what’s going on? You seem far away.” (or something close to that)

Then suddenly, my spirit spoke up. “this isn’t right, this is contradictory to God’s Word, and you have to take authority right now.” “Right now, not later, now!”

A couple of years back, I would not have thought of such a thing.

But this was true, I had to take authority over my carnal nature and the curse of this world. In that moment I just started confessing blessings over my life and speaking my mind back in line. This may seem weird to some, but this was real and had to be dealt with immediately. The moment I got my mind back in line everything was fine again. This cloud that was stationary over my head had been moved and I had faith and love for my future.

Authority is a right, it’s an action and it’s willpower.